Why... Why does bad days get worse? Today started out amazing i went to a fiber guild for the first time and had a wonderful time. I was on a high having been able to talk with others who did not bat an eye in includding me and being nice and being able to talk to others who injoyed things i did.
then i came home and was supost to be able to get money into my paypal account and bye my babe wheel. But instead i spent four hours fighting with green dot money pack and still do not fully have the money at my ready to buy my spinning wheel.
What would make it better i thought to talk to my bf about maybe him coming to meet me for the first time a bit sooner... only he acted like it was impossibale even after i offered to pay half his way down. Oh well i thought maybe i was being pushy that was until i just finished talking to him and the night he promised me he is now spending hosting a party with his friends.
I try not to be to needy i try not to be clingy and over bearing but when you promise me something then keep that promise. I don't know any more why does it seem one bad day becomes an even worse one like this... and today was to be my wonder day. the day everything went right.... oh well i will try to see the good in this too... but it is hard to right now.
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